Dying for What You Believe In!

This is the “suicide note” that Joseph Andrew Stack left us to ponder…

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If you’re reading this, you’re no doubt asking yourself, “Why did this have to happen?” The simple truth is that it is complicated and has been coming for a long time. The writing process, started many months ago, was intended to be therapy in the face of the looming realization that there isn’t enough therapy in the world that can fix what is really broken. Needless to say, this rant could fill volumes with example after example if I would let it. I find the process of writing it frustrating, tedious, and probably pointless… especially given my gross inability to gracefully articulate my thoughts in light of the storm raging in my head. Exactly what is therapeutic about that I’m not sure, but desperate times call for desperate measures.

We are all taught as children that without laws there would be no society, only anarchy. Sadly, starting at early ages we in this country have been brainwashed to believe that, in return for our dedication and service, our government stands for justice for all. We are further brainwashed to believe that there is freedom in this place, and that we should be ready to lay our lives down for the noble principals represented by its founding fathers. Remember? One of these was “no taxation without representation”. I have spent the total years of my adulthood unlearning that crap from only a few years of my childhood. These days anyone who really stands up for that principal is promptly labeled a “crackpot”, traitor and worse.

While very few working people would say they haven’t had their fair share of taxes (as can I), in my lifetime I can say with a great degree of certainty that there has never been a politician cast a vote on any matter with the likes of me or my interests in mind. Nor, for that matter, are they the least bit interested in me or anything I have to say.

Why is it that a handful of thugs and plunderers can commit unthinkable atrocities (and in the case of the GM executives, for scores of years) and when it’s time for their gravy train to crash under the weight of their gluttony and overwhelming stupidity, the force of the full federal government has no difficulty coming to their aid within days if not hours? Yet at the same time, the joke we call the American medical system, including the drug and insurance companies, are murdering tens of thousands of people a year and stealing from the corpses and victims they cripple, and this country’s leaders don’t see this as important as bailing out a few of their vile, rich cronies. Yet, the political “representatives” (thieves, liars, and self-serving scumbags is far more accurate) have endless time to sit around for year after year and debate the state of the “terrible health care problem”. It’s clear they see no crisis as long as the dead people don’t get in the way of their corporate profits rolling in.

And justice? You’ve got to be kidding!

How can any rational individual explain that white elephant conundrum in the middle of our tax system and, indeed, our entire legal system? Here we have a system that is, by far, too complicated for the brightest of the master scholars to understand. Yet, it mercilessly “holds accountable” its victims, claiming that they’re responsible for fully complying with laws not even the experts understand. The law “requires” a signature on the bottom of a tax filing; yet no one can say truthfully that they understand what they are signing; if that’s not “duress” than what is. If this is not the measure of a totalitarian regime, nothing is.

How did I get here?

My introduction to the real American nightmare starts back in the early ‘80s. Unfortunately after more than 16 years of school, somewhere along the line I picked up the absurd, pompous notion that I could read and understand plain English. Some friends introduced me to a group of people who were having ‘tax code’ readings and discussions. In particular, zeroed in on a section relating to the wonderful “exemptions” that make institutions like the vulgar, corrupt Catholic Church so incredibly wealthy. We carefully studied the law (with the help of some of the “best”, high-paid, experienced tax lawyers in the business), and then began to do exactly what the “big boys” were doing (except that we weren’t steeling from our congregation or lying to the government about our massive profits in the name of God). We took a great deal of care to make it all visible, following all of the rules, exactly the way the law said it was to be done.

The intent of this exercise and our efforts was to bring about a much-needed re-evaluation of the laws that allow the monsters of organized religion to make such a mockery of people who earn an honest living. However, this is where I learned that there are two “interpretations” for every law; one for the very rich, and one for the rest of us… Oh, and the monsters are the very ones making and enforcing the laws; the inquisition is still alive and well today in this country.

That little lesson in patriotism cost me $40,000+, 10 years of my life, and set my retirement plans back to 0. It made me realize for the first time that I live in a country with an ideology that is based on a total and complete lie. It also made me realize, not only how naive I had been, but also the incredible stupidity of the American public; that they buy, hook, line, and sinker, the crap about their “freedom”… and that they continue to do so with eyes closed in the face of overwhelming evidence and all that keeps happening in front of them.

Before even having to make a shaky recovery from the sting of the first lesson on what justice really means in this country (around 1984 after making my way through engineering school and still another five years of “paying my dues”), I felt I finally had to take a chance of launching my dream of becoming an independent engineer.

On the subjects of engineers and dreams of independence, I should digress somewhat to say that I’m sure that I inherited the fascination for creative problem solving from my father. I realized this at a very young age.

The significance of independence, however, came much later during my early years of college; at the age of 18 or 19 when I was living on my own as student in an apartment in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. My neighbor was an elderly retired woman (80+ seemed ancient to me at that age) who was the widowed wife of a retired steel worker. Her husband had worked all his life in the steel mills of central Pennsylvania with promises from big business and the union that, for his 30 years of service, he would have a pension and medical care to look forward to in his retirement. Instead he was one of the thousands who got nothing because the incompetent mill management and corrupt union (not to mention the government) raided their pension funds and stole their retirement. All she had was social security to live on.

In retrospect, the situation was laughable because here I was living on peanut butter and bread (or Ritz crackers when I could afford to splurge) for months at a time. When I got to know this poor figure and heard her story I felt worse for her plight than for my own (I, after all, I thought I had everything to in front of me). I was genuinely appalled at one point, as we exchanged stories and commiserated with each other over our situations, when she in her grandmotherly fashion tried to convince me that I would be “healthier” eating cat food (like her) rather than trying to get all my substance from peanut butter and bread. I couldn’t quite go there, but the impression was made. I decided that I didn’t trust big business to take care of me, and that I would take responsibility for my own future and myself.

Return to the early ‘80s, and here I was off to a terrifying start as a ‘wet-behind-the-ears’ contract software engineer… and two years later, thanks to the fine backroom, midnight effort by the sleazy executives of Arthur Andersen (the very same folks who later brought us Enron and other such calamities) and an equally sleazy New York Senator (Patrick Moynihan), we saw the passage of 1986 tax reform act with its section 1706.

For you who are unfamiliar, here is the core text of the IRS Section 1706, defining the treatment of workers (such as contract engineers) for tax purposes. Visit this link for a conference committee report (http://www.synergistech.com/1706.shtml#ConferenceCommitteeReport) regarding the intended interpretation of Section 1706 and the relevant parts of Section 530, as amended. For information on how these laws affect technical services workers and their clients, read our discussion here (http://www.synergistech.com/ic-taxlaw.shtml).

SEC. 1706. TREATMENT OF CERTAIN TECHNICAL PERSONNEL.

(a) IN GENERAL – Section 530 of the Revenue Act of 1978 is amended by adding at the end thereof the following new subsection:

(d) EXCEPTION. – This section shall not apply in the case of an individual who pursuant to an arrangement between the taxpayer and another person, provides services for such other person as an engineer, designer, drafter, computer programmer, systems analyst, or other similarly skilled worker engaged in a similar line of work.

(b) EFFECTIVE DATE. – The amendment made by this section shall apply to remuneration paid and services rendered after December 31, 1986.

Note:

· “another person” is the client in the traditional job-shop relationship.

· “taxpayer” is the recruiter, broker, agency, or job shop.

· “individual”, “employee”, or “worker” is you.

Admittedly, you need to read the treatment to understand what it is saying but it’s not very complicated. The bottom line is that they may as well have put my name right in the text of section (d). Moreover, they could only have been more blunt if they would have came out and directly declared me a criminal and non-citizen slave. Twenty years later, I still can’t believe my eyes.

During 1987, I spent close to $5000 of my ‘pocket change’, and at least 1000 hours of my time writing, printing, and mailing to any senator, congressman, governor, or slug that might listen; none did, and they universally treated me as if I was wasting their time. I spent countless hours on the L.A. freeways driving to meetings and any and all of the disorganized professional groups who were attempting to mount a campaign against this atrocity. This, only to discover that our efforts were being easily derailed by a few moles from the brokers who were just beginning to enjoy the windfall from the new declaration of their “freedom”. Oh, and don’t forget, for all of the time I was spending on this, I was loosing income that I couldn’t bill clients.

After months of struggling it had clearly gotten to be a futile exercise. The best we could get for all of our trouble is a pronouncement from an IRS mouthpiece that they weren’t going to enforce that provision (read harass engineers and scientists). This immediately proved to be a lie, and the mere existence of the regulation began to have its impact on my bottom line; this, of course, was the intended effect.

Again, rewind my retirement plans back to 0 and shift them into idle. If I had any sense, I clearly should have left abandoned engineering and never looked back.

Instead I got busy working 100-hour workweeks. Then came the L.A. depression of the early 1990s. Our leaders decided that they didn’t need the all of those extra Air Force bases they had in Southern California, so they were closed; just like that. The result was economic devastation in the region that rivaled the widely publicized Texas S&L fiasco. However, because the government caused it, no one gave a shit about all of the young families who lost their homes or street after street of boarded up houses abandoned to the wealthy loan companies who received government funds to “shore up” their windfall. Again, I lost my retirement.

Years later, after weathering a divorce and the constant struggle trying to build some momentum with my business, I find myself once again beginning to finally pick up some speed. Then came the .COM bust and the 911 nightmare. Our leaders decided that all aircraft were grounded for what seemed like an eternity; and long after that, ‘special’ facilities like San Francisco were on security alert for months. This made access to my customers prohibitively expensive. Ironically, after what they had done the Government came to the aid of the airlines with billions of our tax dollars … as usual they left me to rot and die while they bailed out their rich, incompetent cronies WITH MY MONEY! After these events, there went my business but not quite yet all of my retirement and savings.

By this time, I’m thinking that it might be good for a change. Bye to California, I’ll try Austin for a while. So I moved, only to find out that this is a place with a highly inflated sense of self-importance and where damn little real engineering work is done. I’ve never experienced such a hard time finding work. The rates are 1/3 of what I was earning before the crash, because pay rates here are fixed by the three or four large companies in the area who are in collusion to drive down prices and wages… and this happens because the justice department is all on the take and doesn’t give a fuck about serving anyone or anything but themselves and their rich buddies.

To survive, I was forced to cannibalize my savings and retirement, the last of which was a small IRA. This came in a year with mammoth expenses and not a single dollar of income. I filed no return that year thinking that because I didn’t have any income there was no need. The sleazy government decided that they disagreed. But they didn’t notify me in time for me to launch a legal objection so when I attempted to get a protest filed with the court I was told I was no longer entitled to due process because the time to file ran out. Bend over for another $10,000 helping of justice.

So now we come to the present. After my experience with the CPA world, following the business crash I swore that I’d never enter another accountant’s office again. But here I am with a new marriage and a boatload of undocumented income, not to mention an expensive new business asset, a piano, which I had no idea how to handle. After considerable thought I decided that it would be irresponsible NOT to get professional help; a very big mistake.

When we received the forms back I was very optimistic that they were in order. I had taken all of the years information to Bill Ross, and he came back with results very similar to what I was expecting. Except that he had neglected to include the contents of Sheryl’s unreported income; $12,700 worth of it. To make matters worse, Ross knew all along this was missing and I didn’t have a clue until he pointed it out in the middle of the audit. By that time it had become brutally evident that he was representing himself and not me.

This left me stuck in the middle of this disaster trying to defend transactions that have no relationship to anything tax-related (at least the tax-related transactions were poorly documented). Things I never knew anything about and things my wife had no clue would ever matter to anyone. The end result is… well, just look around.

I remember reading about the stock market crash before the “great” depression and how there were wealthy bankers and businessmen jumping out of windows when they realized they screwed up and lost everything. Isn’t it ironic how far we’ve come in 60 years in this country that they now know how to fix that little economic problem; they just steal from the middle class (who doesn’t have any say in it, elections are a joke) to cover their asses and it’s “business-as-usual”. Now when the wealthy fuck up, the poor get to die for the mistakes… isn’t that a clever, tidy solution.

As government agencies go, the FAA is often justifiably referred to as a tombstone agency, though they are hardly alone. The recent presidential puppet GW Bush and his cronies in their eight years certainly reinforced for all of us that this criticism rings equally true for all of the government. Nothing changes unless there is a body count (unless it is in the interest of the wealthy sows at the government trough). In a government full of hypocrites from top to bottom, life is as cheap as their lies and their self-serving laws.

I know I’m hardly the first one to decide I have had all I can stand. It has always been a myth that people have stopped dying for their freedom in this country, and it isn’t limited to the blacks, and poor immigrants. I know there have been countless before me and there are sure to be as many after. But I also know that by not adding my body to the count, I insure nothing will change. I choose to not keep looking over my shoulder at “big brother” while he strips my carcass, I choose not to ignore what is going on all around me, I choose not to pretend that business as usual won’t continue; I have just had enough.

I can only hope that the numbers quickly get too big to be white washed and ignored that the American zombies wake up and revolt; it will take nothing less. I would only hope that by striking a nerve that stimulates the inevitable double standard, knee-jerk government reaction that results in more stupid draconian restrictions people wake up and begin to see the pompous political thugs and their mindless minions for what they are. Sadly, though I spent my entire life trying to believe it wasn’t so, but violence not only is the answer, it is the only answer. The cruel joke is that the really big chunks of shit at the top have known this all along and have been laughing, at and using this awareness against, fools like me all along.

I saw it written once that the definition of insanity is repeating the same process over and over and expecting the outcome to suddenly be different. I am finally ready to stop this insanity. Well, Mr. Big Brother IRS man, let’s try something different; take my pound of flesh and sleep well.

The communist creed: From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.

The capitalist creed: From each according to his gullibility, to each according to his greed.

Joe Stack (1956-2010)

02/18/2010

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14 thoughts on “Dying for What You Believe In!

  1. Contrary to the media’s portrayal, Joseph Andrew Stack is not disturbed or crazy. He simply observed the injustices cast upon his life by following rules and guidelines prescribed to him.

    This man is definitely someone I would have wanted to know! Very smart, intuitive and motivated.

    After reading his story, it made me wonder, what would I die for? What would you die for?

  2. While I don’t disagree with standing up for what you believe in, Mr. Stack did not have the right to end someone else’s life, nor injure others in his path. How do we rationalize one wrong for another…

  3. Mr. Stack was certainly screwed time and again by his government and while I applaud him in some respects, in others I view him as a bit of a coward. I agree with Vic that he had no right to take the life of another. His actions made a statement, but what exactly was that statement? That you can end all of your hardship by killing yourself? If he was so fed up with our government and way of life, could he have not tried living a simpler life – one not constrained by the ‘shackles’ of modern society?

  4. I’ve read Mr. Stack’s account several times….he, like many, ventured out in the land of entrepreneurism. This foundation is one of great uncertainty, and Mr. Stack obviously didn’t fare well. I”m aligned with AJ on this one. There are many of us who have tried our hand with ventures that didn’t take off in the way we had thought, some that cost us more in taxes because we didn’t adequately do our homework in understanding, perhaps, the best business structure for the initiative. We haven’t run in to buildings, taken lives of others and that of our own. We got up, dusted ourself off, went back to the drawing board and devised / refined the plan. We each have choices….those we make impact the path we take. We each have our line in the sand, but creating a new wrong to right one isn’t the answer. Personally, I think Mr. Stack was the victim of ideas that went wrong — for a variety of reasons unknown to us.

  5. @ Vic and AJ, While I agree to an extent to the loss of life, I will put this out there: That if it weren’t for people like Mr. Stack (extremists), the very things we cherish would not be available! We are spoiled and really ungrateful for the blood paid for our “toys”.

    Both of you say that he basically could have “dusted himself off” and that he was a “coward”.

    I think that it takes those extreme measures, the barter of freedom and/or the loss of life to wake people up and remind us all how fucked up the system is.

    -Countless soldiers in WW1 were underage, under trained, and took the one way ticket to hell so that today we don’t all speak German. Their blood shed was unfortunately “required” for our democracy. Alot of people don’t know that Germany was VERY close to winning that war.

    -The Tiananmen Square protests of 1989 led to thousands of chinese civilians being killed, ran over with tanks, starved and brutalized for a chance at democracy. Though the loss of life was high, democracy has STILL not been achieved…

    -In the 60’s, countless blacks were slaughtered, hung, hosed, and maimed so that subsequent blacks had a chance at freedom and equality. Had they not fought with blood and the loss of life, the whites at that time would have NEVER “given in” and I wouldn’t be blogging today. Those whites today cringe at my very existence beyond what they participated not even 50 years ago.

    -Nelson Mandela
    -Martin Luther
    -The Berlin Wall
    -etc…

    History has prescribed us the obscure formula of: loss of life = progress/freedom/equality. Its quite sickening but to date this is what “our” democracy has become. Again, I am not 100% agreeing with his Stacks methods, but I do know that had he not done this, the IRS policy may not be in que for review as we speak.

    Putting the government on “time out” and sending letters hoping they listen is cute but often doesn’t work. Our reality is that life and blood pave the way to getting attention paid to inequalities. In my eyes, I am not sure that if he hadn’t flown his plane into the IRS building anything would have changed.

    Honestly if more of us were willing to stand up even at the cost of life, then more things would be parr. Women are just now allowed to go into submarines as of 1 week ago (crazy huh?), blacks still out number all in jail, babies are still used as bartering chips…

    If I could give my life so that a child/person had a fair chance I would do it. I think we have all become lazy, passive and really a bunch of pussies. We tout change and think that letters, twittering, and picket signs is the way. Sometimes ladies and gentlemen it takes whoop ass, blood and the forfeiture of life.

    You have to understand, that you cannot win by playing by rules in a game that was never meant for you to win. The government and the Casino’s have the same methodology!

  6. Dimitri, I agree with a goodly amount of what you’re saying, where it gets bogged down for me is that, in my opinion, you’re lumping all issues and stances taken in much the same ‘bucket’. You can’t do that. The efforts of so many ‘heroes’ who took a stance against the wrongs of society against men, women and children did so through peaceful measures, not expecting immediate change. Impact was had and the path to change undertaken. It wasn’t immediate nor, for many, is the issue 100% resolved. There is no comparison to the likes of Nelson Mandela (imprisoned for nearly 27 years for a cause he has lived his entire life fighting() and MLK (a great man who stood strong and proud, but through peaceful measures). Goodness, Osama bin Laden stands for a cause and took drastic measures….but in a cowardly fashion, in a manner that was detrimental to so many and could never be rationalized. In his mind, twisted as it is, it was the right path.

    I’m not asking that you agree rather just that you’re not so quick to shoot down a perspective that seeks to separate choices, beliefs, efforts and causes that are well thought and executed with those that are not.

  7. @ D – I think you are confusing issues here and making false connections where they do not exist. I completely agree that too often the loss of life is the only method to affect real change, but comparing Stacks’ bent against the IRS to the battles of WWI or the Civil Rights Movement is a bit much. You can’t extrapolate the same results from every ‘Joe Pissed-off-at-the-world’ . Think about what that would mean if we took it to the other extreme. What if every time someone didn’t get their way in life, they just decided to kill themselves and maybe take out another one or two people along with them for good measure? We certainly wouldn’t have any semblance of civil society, that’s for damn sure!

    I agree that people have largely become complacent and now take for granted all of the ‘toys’ we are afforded. In a perfect world, more would actually show an interest in the way our government works and the way in which our society as a whole functions. There are always going to be times when, sadly, the loss of human life is seemingly the only way to reach a desired end. But – wouldn’t it also be grand if some of us could escape this Hobbesian notion that life is ‘cruel, brutish, and short’ and embrace a different view – one that doesn’t reward senseless death but encourages honest and intelligent discourse in the pursuit of betterment?

  8. @ Vic & AJ, Well I guess I stand contended. I am not making false connections and linking “joe mad at the world” with a civil rights movement. What I think you both are failing to see is that this is how it all starts.

    There is a layer of knowledge that exist that if understood or known by you, you may think more like slack. For example, did you know that technically since we all have SSN’s we are property of the government? Did you know that our SSN’s and EIN are the same number of digits? This was done purposely. We OWN our companies, the state OWNS us which in effect violates the 1st amendment.

    Now, now – this is not one of D’s conspiracy theories – its true and acknowledge by the government.

    Anyway, I think we will stay polarized on this one ladies and gentlemen!

  9. lol….yeah, for now, we’ll stay polarized and agree to disagree!! As with most issues, it’s a goodly amount perspective!

  10. Agreed – nothing wrong with a heated debate!

    On a slightly unrelated note: @ Vic – goodly? When did you adopt that word? You’ve been reading a little too much Arthur Miller haven’t you?

  11. @ Aj, and yea son – she even says it in public…lol!!!

    Though it is a valid word, modern day english standards do not recognized the word as a proper anything!!

    Just like “forbade” – its a word but never used and denounced if so.

  12. @ D – haha – I suppose that word just makes me shutter a little bit every time I hear it because of how much I hated (and still hate) The Crucible!

  13. A couple of haters you are!!!

    @ AJ — The Crucible isn’t exactly a cliffhanger you stay up late reading!!!…if you think about it, though, Mr. Miller did have a bit of a rebellious streak in him, so somewhat befitting the banter. Still can’t picture him w/ Ms. Monroe….the femme fatale that she was!!!

    @ D and AJ — the both of you are just jealous that you can’t manage to finesse the use of such words in polite society….lol!!

Please use the comments to demonstrate your own ignorance, unfamiliarity with empirical data, ability to repeat discredited memes, and lack of respect for scientific knowledge. Also, be sure to create straw men and argue against things I have neither said nor even implied. Any irrelevancies you can mention will also be appreciated. Lastly, kindly forgo all civility in your discourse . . . you are, after all, anonymous :)

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