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A few evenings ago while I was sleeping, I felt something “get on” the bed and walk from my feet to my upper torso…I physically felt the pressure and indentation in the bed like a cat was walking on it next to me.

When I used to have kittens, they would jump on the foot of my bed and slowly walk up to my head to cuddle atop its warmth this is what the “walking” felt like.  Though its walk was light like a cats, I couldn’t tell if it had a bipedal or quadrupedal gate

Once it got to my upper torso, I felt it “sit” on my chest – it was very heavy!  Mind you the steps from its walk on the bed felt light like a cat, but when it sat on my chest it was heavy.  It was hard to breath, so I wiggled to make it get off my chest – not a big wiggle but just a squirm to get comfy again.

I again felt it walk on the bed and sit on my chest again.  I wiggled and it got off.  At that time I calmly whispered, what do u want?  I wasn’t scared or frustrated at all.

At this time,  I pulled my arms over my chest thinking that when it came to sit again I could take the weight on my arms allowing my chest to expand to breathe and then perhaps have a convo with it.  It walked again an sat on my chest. Even with my arms folded, it was too much pressure. I wiggled to get it off and that was it.

I then fell back asleep.

The reason why this experience is so amazing to me is because you normally do not feel physical sensations.  No smells, no sensory input – only output.  After I first felt it walking on the bed, I was awake but couldn’t see any figures or anything – just the room as it was.

What do you guys think?  Perhaps I’m on the brink of insanity :)

Holding

June 16, 2010 — Leave a comment

4:15am

Was laying on back, left hand by side and right hand across lower stomach. Tried to move head and turn toward left, but felt a resistive force – holding. I couldn’t turn head. The force felt longer on the left side of my face and shorter on my right. I spoke aloud and asked to let go o my face 2 times.

The hold almost felt as a “examining” one.

No scared feeling, no pain.

2nd Grade

June 15, 2010 — 1 Comment

1ish am

In dream, I was in a old house with an old man. He was dressed shabbily. House was worn tattered, sheeted, dark and had beams exposed. He told me that this is where he lived and it was it. He also told me that I could not leave and that he was in the second grade. When I tried to leave, this figure with a hood and silhouetted face rushed up and its force would not allow me to leave the house.

I could not see the figure body or face as it was covered in some type of hooded garb.

no scared feeling, but did feel the “force” as I attempted to leave the house.

Woke up…

Spider Dream…

June 11, 2009 — Leave a comment

* Saw a cubed hole in clean white wall
* Saw a few small ants in and out of the cubed hole
* Then spider appeared and starting spinning web in the shape of the cubed hole
* Spider spun web very fast
* Ants started to move slow until stuck (about 10 or so)
* Spider was not scary
* No fear, no scary feelings
* Shook until woke
* Mild moan

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Looked up some meaning and this is what I found:

Spiders
Spiders in a dream are a sign of general good luck; to kill one signifies good news. If it was spinning a web, it augurs approaching money; if it was climbing a wall, it’s a harbinger of success in all that concerns you most deeply.

Ants
To see ants in your dream, signify your general dissatisfaction in your daily life. You are feeling neglected and insignificant. Petty things will annoy you throughout the following day. You need to be more cooperative as this will be the only way to achieve your desires. The dream may also be a metaphor on feeling antsy or restless or it can be a pun on your “aunt”.

Ants also symbolize hard work, diligence and industry. Increase business activities are expected. On a less positive note, ants symbolize social conformity and mass action. In this regard, you may feel that your life is too structured and orderly.

According to the biblical interpretations, ants symbolize diligence concerning the things of God. Despite its small size, the ant lays up substance during times of plenty. (Prov 30:25)

Another weird dream….

* Something (human/animal) head or limb turned in a very un-natural state.
* No scary feeling
* No fear
* Just mildly shook until I woke